Day 5 of being off my birth control. I LOVE IT SO MUCH. I don’t have a generally ill feeling, nor do I cry about everything in the world. Again, this is for clarification… there will be no babies.

Day 8 of being on Adipex. The first couple days were extremely rough. I didn’t eat anything for nearly 3 days. I forced myself to. Day 3 my sugar was too low, and I thought about stopping it. This week my body is definitely adjusting to it. I weighed myself this morning and I was 130. Six pounds in a week may seem unhealthy, which I know it is, but it’s not a fact of losing it how fast or slow, it’s about keeping it off. I have 5 pounds to the goal of 125 and have until June 19th to get there. 

I will have my AA in December, and I’m thinking about doing a medical coding & billing certification class/semester. Also thinking about a BAS in Healthcare Information Technology. So many decisions, so many classes, so much confusion. I need severe guidance. HAAAAAAAAALLLLLLPPPPP.

all you fellow Tumblr people know…. Wet Seal has the most amazing sale going on today and pretty much EVERYTHING is half off.

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& IN with the NEW.

Ended up in the ER the weekend before last with stomach pain, which is caused from stress. In this case(one of the main reasons), I’m discontinuing my birth control. DUN. DUN. DUN. For NUMEROUS reasons, but definitely not the reason being that I’m trying to have a child… If that were the case, I would need each and every one of you to slap me across the face to knock sense into me.

In other news, I finally went to the doctor about my weight (which I am very self conscious of). I’m 5’3”, 134 pounds, and have a 25 inch waist. I spoke with a nutritionist for about an hour getting tips for working out/meal plans/etc. Turns out, I’m overweight for my height and my BMI is 26, when it should be 22. I was prescribed Adipex & Zonisamide. Needless to say, I feel like I am on speed and haven’t been able to sleep and have severe dry mouth. I’m coming for you 125!

Oh and I also smile so big when I say that I hate my job more than anything else in the entire world. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

with life anymore.